This really stuck with me today. It can’t express how I feel any better. It also reminds me of what I need to do in my life. What I think about constantly, but don’t follow through with. That I need to just speak and not walk on eggshells. That I need to do more for myself and what makes me feel good.
I want to thank, Rachael, a friend on Facebook. One of the very few friends that I have on Facebook, that I have never actually met in person. I adore your drive for life. For peace. For health. For education. ♥
Well, I am back on the journey to drop some weight again. It is the only thing that I ever seem to have to work on. Blame it on my metabolism, my food intake, my alcohol intake, my lake of food intake, what ever it may be. Here I am again.
Last week, Friday, was my first weigh-in back at Weight Watchers. 6 pounds in one week! Holy-molly! That is crazy! Well, first weeks are always the best in my book. I felt really good about myself though and that is key.
You know what my problem is? I’m ridiculously, happy. Seriously! I am happy just living life. Happy to be in love. Happy to have such an amazing family. Happy to be living back in California. Happy to have moved into this incredible new house. Happy that I woke up today. Just fucking happy!! This is what my problem is and why I don’t pay attention to my weight all the time. I really don’t think it is a bad problem to have. My life is pretty great.
Anyway, when I went to unpack all of my clothes into my new closet, I realized that I don’t fit into like 80% of them. Ug! Dummy! I didn’t even realize how much weight I had put on this past year. Everything I lost during WW, plus 12 more. My highest weight ever. Oh boy, yeah, something needs to be done. So, I’m back on WW.
How is it going? I went way over points Friday, Saturday was good and yesterday, Mother’s Day, I haven’t even tracked yet. A lot of wine and champagne yesterday. Today and the rest of the week I am going to kick ass though. I need another good loss. I need to stay on track. I need to be healthy for my family and not only for myself.
My journey is back on track and I’m feeling great about it! 🙂 xo
Jimmy Fallon, Robin Thicke & The Roots Sing “Blurred Lines” (w/ Classroom Instruments)
I was talking to a girlfriend of mine. I haven’t blogged in months and she inspired me. Inspired me to keep going. Se said that she really enjoyed reading my blog whenever I wrote. Even better, she said that it helped her. Sometimes through some rather rough days. If that isn’t incentive to begin again, I don’t know what is. Especially when you don’t think that anyone is reading it.
I’ve always struggled with writing on a blogging site. I still sometimes don’t know if I should tell all, or tell carefully. I call it my blog struggle. Silly I know, but true. If I am something, it is truthful.
So, here I am back at it… stay tuned! 🙂
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles roll
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full.. The students responded with a unanimous ‘yes.’
The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand.The students laughed..
‘Now,’ said the professor as the laughter subsided, ‘I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things—-your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions—-and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.. The sand is everything else—-the small stuff.
‘If you put the sand into the jar first,’ he continued, ‘there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Spend time with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and mow the lawn.
Take care of the golf balls first—-the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the Beer represented. The professor smiled and said, ‘I’m glad you asked.’ The Beer just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there’s always room for a couple of Beers with a friend.