I don’t know about the rest of the world, but I just can’t handle any negativity in my mornings. As simple as 2 of my children going back and forth at the breakfast table. Dirty looks, bickering, back and forth banter, one crying, the other with a crappy look on his face. It takes me out of my element to keep the house running smoothly. Yes, it takes my control away. I guess you can say that is what it is. I want everyone to be happy, all the time. Smile of the face, singing, chatting about what ever is the topic a the time. Not frivolous comments that just make the energy in the room go completely negative. I feel like when that happens it is just a domino affect to other crappy things. It makes me say things that I feel bad about and I feel like it makes me look like the bad guy. I wasn’t the one that started it in the first place, but as the Mother I have to make it right.
Just another morning with a couple grumpy Boys this morning. Time to turn up the music and let it all go. When ever a situation like this comes up the first thing I think of is a song my Mother used to sing… Don’t Worry Be Happy . 🙂