I thought that I would wake up this morning feeling better than I did when I went to bed last night. No such luck. Weepy, BAD! I kept it together while getting the Boys ready for school, trying to figure out the getting to school situation, and sending them off with hugs and tons of kisses.
Bagels with the Girls this morning and I don’t really feel like going, but am going to go any way. It is good for me to get out of the house every chance I have.
I’ve made a doctor’s appointment for Friday for a complete physical. Running my hormones, checking for Valley Fever, getting my Annual, etc. Need it all. Have to figure out if this funk is hormones, or if it is just me. Me not being able to be drive and do what I need to do to be in my children’s lives and live mine. Sucks is all I’ve got to say.
I know that I am being a huge downer and if you know me this isn’t my personality at all. Guess I am in a slump. I just hope that it gets better and not worse. I feel like I have had several ideas to make my life better, but always seem to get shut down, because in the long run it is someone elses final decision. I can’t stand that.
I just need to write, get it out, so bear with me. Life really is grand and I feel lucky in so many other ways. Tons actually! This too shall pass right? 🙂