Is it a better day?

I thought that I would wake up this morning feeling better than I did when I went to bed last night. No such luck.  Weepy, BAD!  I kept it together while getting the Boys ready for school, trying to figure out the getting to school situation, and sending them off with hugs and tons of kisses.

Bagels with the Girls this morning and I don’t really feel like going, but am going to go any way.  It is good for me to get out of the house every chance I have.

I’ve made a doctor’s appointment for Friday for a complete physical.  Running my hormones, checking for Valley Fever, getting my Annual, etc.  Need it all.  Have to figure out if this funk is hormones, or if it is just me.  Me not being able to be drive and do what I need to do to be in my children’s lives and live mine.  Sucks is all I’ve got to say.

I know that I am being a huge downer and if you know me this isn’t my personality at all.  Guess I am in a slump.  I just hope that it gets better and not worse.  I feel like I have had several ideas to make my life better, but always seem to get shut down, because in the long run it is someone elses final decision.  I can’t stand that.

I just need to write, get it out, so bear with me.  Life really is grand and I feel lucky in so many other ways.  Tons actually!  This too shall pass right?  🙂

xo

4 thoughts on “Is it a better day?

  1. I feel very much the same way as you seem to be feeling. Tomorrow will be better, right? Yeah, not always. Anyways, I just wanted to leave you a quick note and wish you luck with finding out what’s causing your “funk.” And please, let me know will ya? Maybe I can be checked for the same!!

  2. Girlie! Glad you were able to come to bagels when you just really didn’t feel like it! It was SO nice to see you! Sorry you are having bad days- but it’s normal and we all go through it. Hope it’s nothing major and you get everything figured out! I have thyroid disease and struggle with being worn down, tired, different moody emotions at odd times, etc…. BLAH! Hope you don’t have that and it’s something easier to deal with! Good luck with all of your tests & things let me know if you need something ok?

    • Thank you Shalin for your support. I felt a little better this weekend. While tubing on Sunday I described my mood to a friend as… “I feel like crying, happy and being sad all at the same time.” LOL!

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