Day 29 — The Person That You Want To Tell Everything To, But Too Afraid To
This one goes back to my Husband again. I do tell him almost everything. I just get that blank look from him on some occasions though. I also get his, what I call, his “rooster” reaction when he doesn’t like something I have to say and then immediately takes the defensive. That one really sucks. So, on the contrary, I can’t tell him everything. He either can’t take it, or doesn’t want to hear it. Well, that is at least what I understand. One day I hope this will change. He will learn to listen better, not be defensive and just listen to it all.
Most of the time though I just say it. That is how I am. I don’t have anything from my past or present that I don’t want to tell him. I kind of get a kick out of telling him all the girly stuff some times. It is good for him and well, good for me too. I can’t keep shit in for too long. It is maddening!
One of my favorite things to do is to talk, so why wouldn’t it be with my Husband. Someone I spend each and every day with. Share my life with. Want to have fun with. Raise a family with.
I guess on the rough days I still have my Bestie to fall back on! 🙂